Born Male at birth and now a transwomen living in Namibia . growing up I been always wondering about my self identity and seeing me carrying male organs was a huge most terrible experience how did it happen , if my inner being never respond to my outside being . I was never happy in the body that I found my self in , till my high school grade I start realizing that I have more confident on being a girl rather then men . This type of desire didn't work better I haven't got any family support with my gender disagreement they 'll turn against me and throwing beds words that shame whole personality and dignity as human , however I never give up until one day the universe sender a helper in my life to rescue me , was an American peace coop volunteer who realized the need of me being help to explore a diverse self acceptance gender identity by providing educational material and books , to enable learn more about finding my self .