I am on a serious journey towards transitioning. I just have to come out to my parents, and everyone else, and risk my entire family hating me because they are already all very biased on trans people being mentally ill perverts... I am contemplating each day whether to remain a femboy or risk taking hormones and either be a beautiful girl or get psychological sideeffects and risk suicide cause I already have BPD alongside it which I've struggled with my entire life and I don't know how much pressure I can take anymore. But I will keep fighting for as long as I can. I do what life expects from me.